  4J @ SMKTS 2009  Jason Mraz @ Danson T's fan! L♥ve pink and white in colour. A so called narcissism.  A simple girl like to make things complicated. Laugh is her style, happy is her life. Bold italic underline  #247 School Day..Today our class was quite huge. I mean amount of people in my class today. Actually it was only 19 but.. came few so call new-student-came-to-4J. Actually not a small amount, if i'm not mistaken. It was almost 10 or 11 student from other class. We separate two groups, Boy's group and boys+girls group. Before recess I was helping teacher do that stupid hard work. "ehy! That's boy's job, okay? Teacher!" I was so mad he asked me to do that hard work. We went to the hall and.. check the floor's tile. After checking, we have to take it out and stick it back. "Ehy! Teacher, u talk so much why dont u do urself?!" I wonder why he talk to much all the way while we're doing. And.. the most stupid things is.. He pour whole can of the syelek thingy on the only ONE part. He have poured all on the floor so I've nothing do. I said. " Teacher, since u poured all already, I have nothing to do d, I go first." He said, "er.. okay okay." Then I was running out to the hall. Phew.. stand and stay there for an hour. So regret to go with him, Regret, regret, regret! After recess, they started the game. Actually plan to play with them but I afraid of the pain so that.. I escape it. (; Saya takut. Hahas, then.. he was there too. I don't know why, I start the.. PAIN of my sickness. Maybe is too nervous or.. I don't know. Then chit chat with Mas and LeOn. Hahas, I felt that LeOn is quite a good guy but it's abit too-over-gentlemen. He always talk with me about my guy. (: Then after that we learn the malay dance from Mas. I was so hyper today, dont know why. -.- Maybe is.. he's there? I mean gong was there. teehee. Lols, spell it out so randomly, "gong". Well, I'm afraid of thinking much anymore. I'm always stop myself from thinking anything More than it. But, can you give me a comfortable relationship? When I'm alone, have no reason to think something much again. I can't control myself but I can stop. It just once I think I felt so sorry and dont know what to do. Sorry, because ... Have no idea what should I do, for me this kind of girl. So regret to be a girl which so different to other girls. I've get back.... Yeah, I'm back. My love is back. My everything is back right now. I'm alright now. I've get back the relationship. I've get back my money. I've get back my rates. I've get back my friendship. I've get back to my old skul gathering. I've get back their-trust. I've get back to my happy life. Yoohoo! I'm back, everyone! No more lyrics and moody and tears. I've get back my smile and happiness again. I'm smiling to everyone, show that we have to be happy! Nothing is impossible, only laziness or forfeit-ness. I'll never make mistake again, sorry my lovely family. I'll never let my tears drop in front of you all once more. I've also get back to my shopping life! Buy Buy Buy but not Waste Waste Waste. (:
1st day without u..张韶涵 - 偶尔 我们都曾经失去爱情 从你的身上 我认识刻骨铭心 错过的花季 我的心也纠结成冰 我们都曾经非常努力 却常常的叹息 常常有了疑问句 所以我离去 偶尔很清醒 偶尔却抗拒 偶尔有睡意 偶尔很伤心 当我们反覆练习 想让爱归零 但无能为力 偶尔很开心 偶尔却下雨 偶尔有梦境 偶尔很想你 当我们同时安静 也做了决定 却不要再见你 我们都曾经失去爱情 从你的身上 我认识刻骨铭心 错过的花季 我的心也纠结成冰 我们都曾经非常努力 却常常的叹息 常常有了疑问句 所以我离去 偶尔很清醒 偶尔却抗拒 偶尔有睡意 偶尔很伤心 当我们反覆练习 想让爱归零 但无能为力 偶尔很开心 偶尔却下雨 偶尔有梦境 偶尔很想你 当我们同时安静 也做了决定 却不要再见你 偶尔很清醒 偶尔却抗拒 偶尔有睡意 偶尔很伤心 当我们反覆练习 想让爱归零 但无能为力 偶尔很开心 偶尔却下雨 偶尔有梦境 偶尔很想你 当我们安静 也做了决定 却不要再见你 I know I shouldn't be like this but I really dont feel like giving up anything. I will just continue but I will also let my tears continue dropping. My tears will only drop for you but please dont look back. I know this time not you make the decision but we're also ended. We have been together for few months but I love you more than months with you. It's almost a year since last year. I will not let myself forget the moments with you. I hope would have the third times, together again. But its not now, we have to cool down. I don't think it will possible anymore. This is the last time but don't stop me. The first day without you is so hard to go.. When I saw you I can't even push my head up and look at u anymore. My tears follow the time, one drop followed by another one drop. I really hope I would be blind so that you wont see me sad or either cry. I will continue living and I will not give up my life. I believe you and I live for you.
My feelings now, read and listen..爱一直存在 - 梁文音 那天我扬起帆 想看看未知的海 心里很多话想说说不出来 虽然我脸上看不出来 天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩 那时的你让我幸福百分百 是否为我等待 我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你泪停不下来 你知道我依赖多不想say googbye 我痛说不出来 我知道我的爱一直都会存在 没有你快乐都停摆 某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂 回头看爱 都在 站在你的门外 我却幸福在徘徊 心里很多话想说说不出来 但我想你一定都明白 时间过的好快 想念却不曾更改 现在的你是否幸福百分百 我应该怎么猜 爱一直存在 This is what I want to say, my love will stay with you although I leave you. But.. I will never want to leave you. It just something makes me hurt and I don't feel good. Days without you my tears can't stop dropping. I can't discribe how hurt am I but I know it hurt with tears. I hope you understand it but you dont make a conclusion. I will let you know the truth and I will never give up loving you. No matter how hurt am I but I will still loving you. Hope you think the same as me. I Love You. xl <3
Happy Birthday, sis!.E-hmm, I'm here to tell u that we'd just celebrated my younger sis's birthday on Saturday night! It was quite fun but it is a rainy day. If its not raining I think it will be better. Sis went out on Friday night til the next day evening. We made a surprise for when she came back. we decorated the house, bake lovely birthday cupcake, cook food, make a party. When she came back, she saw that the board on the door, written "Happy Birthday" and she was so happy. For sure we'd called some friends to come along too. I brought alot of friends, almost 17 people. Then, my mom's friends, dad's friend, sis's friend.. We eat eat eat and chat chat chat and play play play. Everyone went back from at 11 something at the night. Only JY went back home lately. There're some pictures here.. (not all) Others in facebook. (:  When the birthday came, and after singging. The board written Happy Birthday!  The birthday cake that we make!  Sis, me and few friends.  The cupcakes that everyone can eat. (: Happy Birthday to.. Jie En, Chi Yan, Kar Choon and Bernard!
Bitch all over the world!.I tell u guys, u know what? She is a bitch and she, she and she also! WtF bitch! Okays, break the rules of my blog again. But so? She make me mad!!  1st, she as N touches the ball and she don't go out, I mad! Ofcause you can see that I'm the weakest and the match'd lose. Okay, nvm but this is the first time I saw Yen cry and mad. When I look at her, I felt like crying too. Because I din't did well and dint help her kill all those bitch! And yeah I'm injured, leg injured. Included my hand and fingers too because of that stupid If not her, I don't think I will injured. Yeah yeah yeah, scolding her and her! It's so luckily at the last I shout it out and I'm not mad right now. Luckily 4Lili guys won 4Br, quite happy and gonna celebration! Lastly, I've make decision to let it go.. I don't want to be  Exam Is OVER..Yeah, that is! Over! It's over, exam is over! Pheww, can put down everythings but worried about the marks. Aiks, no hope! The best subject temporarily is Science! Almost A but not yet. I wanna claim it from teacher! Beg teacher to give me one more marks!! xD But, after that.. I'm quite heart-pain. I don't know why! It's about love? maybe. What did I did wrong? I don't know. It just.. we are so quiet and speechless. This is not me! I don't keep quiet in front of him! Why? Whats the problem of keeping quiet just now? JJ said this will happen only two reasons, did something sorry to him or we both argueing. but, did we argue? I'm confusing larhs! Maybe is.. morning that time heard sj said his bad stuff make me moody? But, before meeting him, I was okay. After the rain, after sitting down, I was like.. heart was like something stepping on it and dont feel good. Maybe, is my fault? I DON'T KNOW!! Okays, I don't think anymore, wait for ur answer! Now have to do is celebrate!! Exam is Over! Don't make myself so down larhs, xl! -.- So.. will be continue tomorrow. Nothing much to post today, just letting out my feeling.. (: Flower Girl??.     
 
Exams is started.. Mmmm, yeah.. err.. hmm, okay.. -.-'' What I want to say huh? Oh yeah, today was the second day of exam! Crazy man! Nothing I have 100 confident! Why? The four subjects I took past, it was irritating me! I read all and I remembered. The worst thing is during exam all memory gone!!! WTH! @.@ make me thinking for a long time to finish it! Been thinking over and over again, but answers are not sure! I hate it weih, what should I do next? Study like hell? or leave it away..? or Don't care? No No no way! All is a NO! I have to work hard for it. But, not like the past how I read. I think should write and copy down for a notes and memories. The best is understand it, I understood but doesn't know how to translate into the language. I use to understand in mandarin but somehow can't get to translate back. The worst thing ever in my life. Translation stucking half way the brain. Okays, so far so... okay larhs. Not that bad I think? Maybe will have a Pass with a blue ink or black. All I want is just a pass for all and I din't expect for anything. Everyone around study so hard and well done. Makes me feel the high pressure in my heart and lungs, and also the brain. Hope all paper 1 helps paper 2 to pass it. Just study harder larhs! Wishing everyone here, including PMRs, SPMs, Examers.. GANBATEH!
Daddy's birthday '041009.Sunday, 04/10/09 Just wanna have a short post with lots pics. Due to the not-enough-time, I just get to the point. Happy birthday, Daddy!!  3 months 6 hours 29 minutes 50 seconds..[edit] Guess what important is today? Yeah yeah yeah!! I'm high.. Gonna break my record of 6 months! Gotta move it faster to 3 more months!! Feelings getting serious and more than enough. So happy now!!! Awwwwwesome! Ye-ah, the happy thing is just a small deal. You heard that will just fall down. -.- Don't scroll down, you will fall down!  Look! It's a LOVE shape, DUH~ Then you will know, right? That is.. Mr.Z and me have been together for 3 months. I know it's short. But, at least we can pass the days one to another.. No matter how short or how long is the time, I'll still hold your hand walk with you. Pass and gone through everything! If it's any blockage, you will at my side for me. 3 is not a big number but I hope it takes us to the next number faster. The last thing I wanna say is.. I  U  [/edit]
Shopping again..
Went out for a shopping with him. Once again, make another line. Happy Birthday to ME!. My life full of happiness, time passes as fast as my day passed. Makes life beautiful, with your happiness. Beautiful day comes again, the day it goes, come back again. One day and another day, together with me, old and older, let me feel it, I am now 16! Happy Birthday to Isabell, Me! *remember the day* '922 My happiest day.Today I went to 1u with my lovely Mr.Z.
I was quite happy larhs, today was the longest we chat and see each other. But if at night can go with him then I will be more happy. Today I was shock, I saw Hui Mun. I thought she was shopping with someone, but not. She was working there, and.. Money also. She was working at Gardient promoting Playboy perfume. Omg omg, I think Im addicted to the perfume. It's so nice smell, she helped me put on Mr.Z's body. I keep on smell it, so nice.. hehes. When in the cinema, I lie on his shoulder then I can smell it from his body! haha, xD I wanna buy it for him or either for my dad. Dad's birthday coming soon too, on October. So should I buy for d or z? Too bad, it's for man only not woman. If for woman then I can buy for myself. hahas, xD I'm kiamsiap larh. xD The last thing I forget is... to camwhore and take picture with him!!! Argghh!! How can I forget about it? And, this was the first time I shopping without using up all my money. Very happy, he said that he's here so I wont use up my money. Isn't that true? hehes. After that mom pick me up and drop him at Tmn Bahagia. He's going to JiaWei's party. I can't goo~~ ): And yeah, they play til high.. this is what they call GUYS! Okays, my day coming soon, wish me up yeah! (: 4 Jasmin. Tuesday, I got my class's photos, 3 pieces.2 candied pose and 1 formal. Of cause I bought all, for collection for every years. This year was abit horrible, class teacher was been asked to a side.. I think nobody asked for. He goes himself, what a weird teacher is it? Because everyone was standing, posing in front and middle. So he have no place to sit and pose so.. he move a side. Okays, here comes two candied pictures steal from Benji.  |
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